An Excuse

I procrastinate a lot.  I always have a habit of doing things really late or simply not at all.  I don't know when it began i just know I have been doing it ... maybe it began in high school ... maybe i don't know. I do know that sometimes my best work comes from me procrastinating. Well that's my excuse not the best one but the only one i got.

A#5

So cute! he wakes him up just because he eats breakfast at a certain time of the day.

The Cold Truth ... (5)

This poem is based in a teacher from high school ... he is no longer in room 105 but that is what really thought about.  He was upset for a while but then he wrote a poem in response in which he stated he saw DEATH in my eyes.  Its a shame that i don't have a copy of that response.

                                The Cold Truth

Every day I walk into room 105,

And I feel like taking a dive.

Jump … right into hell,

Should I waste my time and dwell.

For this teacher has nothing to teach,

Except maybe put on a good speech

He has only wasted my time,

I don’t feel like I’ve made a climb.

Such a pathetic and boring year,

He looks like he’s filled with fear.

50 minutes of my day have been wasted,

Where I feel like I’ve been asphyxiated.

I don’t know how much more I can take,

And yet I feel like he’s such a fake.

Who is just trying to blend in,

Though he’s never going to fit in.

Why waste our time trying,

When you should be in a corner crying.

I hope you know you’ve been unsuccessful,

For you have made everything more stressful.

You try so hard to seem cool,

But you only make yourself seem like a fool.

You should really take off that mask,

And really accomplish your task.

Should you really be teaching?

When nobodies listening.

To what you have to say,

I know they all don’t want to stay.

You very well know that they all have eyes,

And that they can see right past your lies.

So how is it that you’re still standing?

When, you should really be falling.

Hope you don’t ask for forgiveness,

For it would be pointless.

Don’t waste your time and pretend to care,

For every minute I feel like I’m losing air.

Every second standing, sitting, breathing in this room,

I feel like I’m losing my freedom.

Not sure what I’m supposed to gain,

All you’re doing is bringing us down like a chain.

So just tell me whose winning,

Because I feel like I’m losing.

Gaining nothing from your lessons,

It seems like you need to make some confessions.

Obviously you’re the one I blame,

For you see our education as a game.

Well … that’s all that I have to say …

Outline

I figure that for my essay i could write about one of three things:
1). Write about how all the characters come into play, how they influenced him and what they ment to him.
2). Write about how in "Ender's Game" Ender is the one being lied too and how in "Speaker for the Dead"he is  lying to everyone.
3). Or write about the themes and symbols of both stories and how they they are slightly similar and different.
 Or just write a combination of the first and the second ... just because im not sure what the symbols and themes are ... but i will continue to ponder this.

A #4

So this is the beginning of chapter three  ... its a little odd, not his usual style.
This is about  abominable its as if his dying and he chooses to live his final moments in a cave ... still very odd.

Sin or Virtue ... (4)

This  one is pretty obvious I wrote this one because i was interested in figuring out the seven deadly sins and the seven heavenly virtues;
                                                 
                                Sin or Virtue

This world is too blind to see

That we will never be set free

Obviously you’re still living in your dreams

Where your life has just been ripped at the seams

This world defined by one’s sin

One must know we may never win

Of course being all so full of pride

Which is how your ego became so wide

Although many will dream of lust

Though many see it as cruel and unjust

Many trapped in their own little box of envy

This can become extremely deadly

Others bottled up in their own wrath

And never chose the correct path

Many drown themselves in gluttony

While others choose to live in agony

Countless victims suffer from greed

Many of which don’t know a good deed

Others choose to become a sloth

But at this point its better it become an oath

To others it is defined by virtue

This is something one must pursue

One’s first virtue must be humility

To be free and live in pure tranquility

Numerous people live by Chastity

And for those it’s a necessity

Others choose kindness

Rather than cruelness

But there is also patience

And others suffer from impatience

Another virtue would be temperance

It’s more or less one’s preference

Not enough people give to charity

Though it’s really a great way to show your generosity

Not very many people live by diligence

Where many should strive for excellence

So what do you live by sin or virtue.

Fan Art

Only my computer would give me problems right now .... Anyway i drew a scene from "speaker for the dead" the is pretty much the tree's. The tree of Rooter and Human and the rest of the little forest further away and it looks very crappy almost like a child drew it. I hate my drawing and as soon as my scanner is working i will post the drawing.

Finally ... still hate it ... that guy that's standing there is Ender